Sean 'Diddy' Combs trial updates: Cassie Ventura breaks down as testimony concludes

Ventura testified that in January 2017, she sent Sean Combs a message that said “nothing good comes out of fos anymore,” using "fos" as shorthand for "freak offs."

“You treat me like you’re Ike Turner,” Ventura testified she wrote, referring to the abusive former husband of singer Tina Turner.

Asked what she meant, Ventura responded that she was comparing Combs to someone notoriously “abusive, controlling.”

Ventura testified that she wanted to be done with "freak offs" because of “the sheer embarrassment, how he treated me in front of other people," referring to Combs.

Ventura told the court that she told Combs “more than once” that she didn't want to participate in these sexual performances with male escorts but that “it was always a concern” of hers that Combs could turn violent.

When prosecutor Emily Johnson asked Ventura how many times during their nearly 11-year relationship Combs became violent with her, Ventura sighed and said softly, “Who knows?"

The court also saw a text message that Ventura sent Combs that said, “You are truly the most extraordinary man … I hope you know how much I love you … I can’t wait until we have a baby of our own.”

Asked why she sent that message, Ventura responded, “Because I loved him and it was Father’s Day.”

The court is now in lunch break.

In addition to the attack by Combs at the InterContinental hotel that was captured on video, Cassie Ventura testified that there were other times that she was injured at a "freak off."

“He would put his hands on me,” Ventura testified, referring to Combs. “He would grab me up, push me down, hit me on the side of the head, kick me.”

Prosecutor Emily Johnson asked, “How frequently did Sean put his hands on you during 'freak offs'?”

Ventura responded: “Too frequently. A lot.”

Ventura testified that there was a time in August 2013 when she was packing for a music festival in Canada and Combs allegedly entered her apartment “and it just was commotion, him yelling at us, about me being passed out on the couch, about me being asleep.”

Ventura testified that Combs threw her onto the bed, causing her to strike the side of her face on a corner.

“I had a pretty significant gash on the side of my eyebrow,” Ventura told the court.

The jury was shown a photo of the injury. “That’s my eyebrow after I was thrown," Ventura testified, referring to the photo of her.

Ventura testified that she texted the image to Combs with the message, “So you can remember.”

Ventura testified that the injury left her with a permanent scar on her eyebrow. “I cover it with makeup,” she said.

Ventura also told the court that she had an argument with Combs on a yacht on which the two were staying during the Cannes Film Festival. On the plane ride home, she testified, Combs showed her videos of "freak offs."

“I just felt trapped. Like, how do you get out of this situation?” Ventura said on the stand. “He would put these videos out. He would ruin me, embarrass me. Just make me out to be someone that I’m not.”

Ventura told the court that the “humiliating, derogatory” videos gave Combs “leverage” over her.

Upon landing in New York, Ventura testified that she and Combs went to dinner, after which he allegedly wanted to have a "freak off."

“So we had a 'freak off',” Ventura testified. “Whatever was not going to make him angry at me and threatening me I was willing to do. I just didn’t want to feel scared.”

After a "freak off," Cassie Ventura testified that she and Sean Combs would receive intravenous fluids, massages, food and, often, drugs.

Ventura told the court that she had “an off-and-on addiction” to opiates.

“Opiates made me feel numb, which is why I relied on them so heavily,” Ventura testified. “I didn’t actually want to feel what was going on in my life in real time. It was just an escape for me.”

Ventura also testified that Combs sometimes supplied the opiates she took. Other times, she testified, she got them from a drug dealer or from friends.

Taking drugs left her with “stomach issues and gastrointestinal issues,” Ventura testified. She also told the court that she had “a lot of UTIs,” referring to urinary tract infections.

“If you’ve had one you know how painful it is,” Ventura testified. “When we were having frequent 'freak offs' sometimes they were back-to-back. Sometimes I was doing the 'freak off' with an infection.”

“I actually can’t believe that I dealt with that," Ventura told the court.

“How did it feel to have sex when you had a UTI?” prosecutor Emily Johnson asked.

“Horrible, just the most uncomfortable burning,” Ventura responded.

The jury saw a text exchange between Ventura and Combs in which she told him about a urinary tract infection she had. She also told him how she was rehearsing her singing following a "freak off."

“I have all these sores on my tongue so it’s kind of uncomfortable,” her message said.

In addition to what she said was the physical pain, Ventura testified that the "freak offs" left her emotionally “empty.”

“It just felt like, okay, I did my job and I’m getting on with my life. Just gross,” Ventura testified.

“Did you want to do freak offs?” Johnson asked.

“No,” Ventura replied.

As she did on the stand Tuesday, Cassie Ventura again flipped through a binder containing photographs of escorts that she testified then were hired for "freak offs."

In a matter-of-fact tone she recalled their names: Ash, Brian, Dave, Greg and someone she testified she knew as “Islander.”

Ventura testified that she had sex with all of them, some in multiple cities. She also told the court that it’s possible she and Combs had some of the escorts flown to different places for the purpose of having sex, testimony that federal prosecutors hope will prove one of the charges Combs faces: that of transportation for the purposes of prostitution.

Ventura told the court that she hired the escorts herself: “It was expected of me."

Ventura also testified that Combs turned the "freak offs" into “blackmail,” allegedly threatening to release video recordings of the sex sessions “when he was upset about something.”

Ventura testified that Combs threatened “to embarrass me and put my career in jeopardy,” and that she “absolutely” feared he would release the videos.

“I just feared for my career. I feared for my family. It’s just embarrassing and disgusting. Nobody should do that to anyone,” Ventura testified.

Ventura also said on the stand that Combs allegedly told her that the videos “could ruin everything“ that she had worked for and make her look “like a slut.”

The jury saw a text message from Ventura asking Combs to “please delete any video” from his phone. Combs responded that he had but Ventura testified that there were times when she had seen videos that she thought had been deleted.